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LIAR!I thought that there was something between us, at least there was something.
Even it was like for 60 seconds.
Didn't u know that I was begging for u to say "YES"
My dreamy bubble cracked when u said"no, sorry"
How dumped I was.
Of course there wasn't anything!
I told u that we couldn't be friends anymore cuz i couldn't get over u in the last 6 YEARS!!!
I wasn't giving u a pull-off or lame reason but the truth.
I thought u and I both agreed with this , we have talked about this and ended in a peaceful way.
Now u hate me probably, by saying "FU*K OFF" to me, I can tell.
You do.
What about those things ? it happened!!!
Or all the things u said and feelings u had for me were a big fu*king LIE!
I could hate u but I don't .
I'm melodramatic.
I ve never lied to u.
lost.Have got no freakin idea what im doin right now!!!
Seriously!
I was trying to find out something really hard.
We won the girl's basketball champianship on friday and my body is pain like hell !!!
We celebrated Nicole's birthday party.
Chestnut cake.
I bought a new perfume.uni sex one.
It is nice,
2moro will be a brand new day!! I need a therapist. Well,things hav going pretty gud till today.
Sometime I feels like my brain has been attacked like invaded by some kind of illness.
I want a blackout.I,really tense and tied up.
But you just don't know.You have no eye dear what I hav been through.
Do feel really down and not up to anything.
But I am getting better.
BTW, really into Ellen Degeneres and Portia De Rossi!!!!!!!!!!
You 2 ROCK!!!!!! |
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你说:我们一星期见半小时,那么一年加在一起就只有26个小时叻~~~ 于是,我就哭了.....一下子觉得对不起你了,对不起很多很多在我身边给我幸福的人了.... 本来,昨天下午送你去上学我就一直一直好高兴好高兴的.....因为,已经有很久我们都没有一起放学回家了,而以前,我们是天天在一起的.... 于是,想到了很多很多的事.... 当你告诉我要离开的时候,我还记得我没有当着你哭,我想:杜已经哭了,她需要我的安慰,我怎么能哭呢.....那天晚上,走在操场边,可我还是哭了..... 一直对你说:杜,我们一起走吧,我来等你.....其实,明明知道你不会答应,但是,还是说:杜,我们一起走吧,我来等你..... 初中的时候,就想给你包饭卡的,而你却一直喜欢什么都没有的简单.....那天,你给我饭卡,我却照着我的风格给你弄得很花哨....因为,虽然你读理科了,虽然你在楼下了,虽然我们不常见了,我依旧希望你的生活中可以时时刻刻看到我的影子..... 生日那天,一直不太想接你的礼物,除了礼物的贵重之外,我意识到,这是杜最后一次亲手给我礼物了.....在少年时代的礼物...... 你说:你可以把那个戒指戴上的....于是,我明明知道自己手短,还是会戴着戒指给你看.....尽管你说,FISH也在昨天戴了戒指..... 和她的关系,一直是我不愿意多谈的,于是,我们两个让你为难.....真的是很奇怪的组合----你成为了两个关系不好的女生的最好的朋友..... 因为太多的机缘巧合,于是,我开始接受她出现在我的世界里....其实她已经出现了5年了,不是吗?你说,你不用去勉强自己....我说,顺其自然告诉我我应该试一试的..... 其实,5年前便尝试过了....5年后,希望再次努力可以成功吧.....我想,为了你----在我心中很重要很重要的你,无论是低声下气,还是冷战之后的先举白旗,我愿意和她讲和......在你离开之前,至少是同学的关系...... 我想,在我这么多的朋友里,也许,只有你和姮才会有这样的待遇了．．．．． 所以,更觉得对不起大家了----也许是屈,也许是秀秀,也许是QS,也许是长,也许是现在的在我周围的人..... 一直,杜都是一个想要把自己藏起来的人,所以,情不自禁想要一直一直对你好.... 你昨天给我的那个心理测验,我选的是晴天,因为,那不光于我,于你都是快乐的好天气,希望在那样的天气下,杜常常久久地笑着..... 昨晚,泪湿了一片.....还好有人安慰....谢谢 昨晚,对不起了许多人.....希望,你们可以谅解我..... 明天,明天的明天,栩要对你们更好....一直好下去..... 我真的真的很爱很爱你们.....超过了自己..... |
半期来的第一次。
因为今天学校老师要开会的缘故，所以我们提早放学。之后才机会和你一起上课。
很久没有这样开心的聊天了，所以，感觉，很好。
一起坐公车，然后横穿马路去坐轻轨，疯狂啊。今天好像是第一次我们一起上课没有迟到。你说，如果你们班的JAZZ得了前三名的话，就会在元旦晚会的时候过B区来表演，我很期待啊，还有一件事很后悔，就是没有报名小语种，因为你们会过来上课。
放学后，你老师CLAUD说要跟你一起坐轻轨，不过，你好像不是很愿意，然后找理由说要区书店，哪知道，CLAUD也正有此意，你没当场晕过去，哈哈！！！我就在一旁幸灾乐祸，o(∩_∩)o...哈哈
再买完书出来时，路过二楼音像店，无意中听到了“夏天的风”，^_^！！！缘分那~~~~
我会在这里记录我们之间发生的一切，唯独只怕，时日无多了。。呵呵]}}
妈妈，打电话告诉我说，时间是春节过后。
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