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My new project.You know what, I am going to pick it up and re-start writing my SPACE and keep it going well such as uploading photos 3 times a week at least , write something down everyday and plan the whole HSC thing!!!!!
I got so carried away in the past 2 years and about that, I dont have much to say actually! This is going to be a brand new start and trust me please!!!! LIAR!I thought that there was something between us, at least there was something.
Even it was like for 60 seconds.
Didn't u know that I was begging for u to say "YES"
My dreamy bubble cracked when u said"no, sorry"
How dumped I was.
Of course there wasn't anything!
I told u that we couldn't be friends anymore cuz i couldn't get over u in the last 6 YEARS!!!
I wasn't giving u a pull-off or lame reason but the truth.
I thought u and I both agreed with this , we have talked about this and ended in a peaceful way.
Now u hate me probably, by saying "FU*K OFF" to me, I can tell.
You do.
What about those things ? it happened!!!
Or all the things u said and feelings u had for me were a big fu*king LIE!
I could hate u but I don't .
I'm melodramatic.
I ve never lied to u.
freezin!Right it's like 2am now and im still awake.
Thinkin abt da listening 2moro is gonna be like nightmaire!
Question:
What would happen if one day u suddenly realise that loving da one u loved is a huge mistake?
Can u just laugh it up and said that's not true. Or you gonna except it and end it 4 gud?
There is chance to start all over again u'll take it?
What if it ends up the same?
I can't deal with it twice.
I have been thru this kindaf similar situation and it takes me years to get over it, seriouly .
I m pretty scared of been in luv now!
I'm in the frozen age!
Headache and throat is pained like hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHO R U?I've noticed that there is someone who keeps comin to my space and viewin it.
It's so nice of you but it would be nicer to let me know what you think,right?
Anyway drop me a line next time!!!!!!!!!!
That will be grateful!
xoxo D.D
lost.Have got no freakin idea what im doin right now!!!
Seriously!
I was trying to find out something really hard.
We won the girl's basketball champianship on friday and my body is pain like hell !!!
We celebrated Nicole's birthday party.
Chestnut cake.
I bought a new perfume.uni sex one.
It is nice,
2moro will be a brand new day!! Acceptance. There were like thousands tons of changes in our lifes but Do you find it acceptable?
I would say myself as a total open-mind person.
But the point is whether your BF is gay or not?
I mean is he pretending he's straight or he is spaghetti(before it goes into boiled water it was straight,afterwards it bends!!!!)
Anyway,
I need a therapist. Well,things hav going pretty gud till today.
Sometime I feels like my brain has been attacked like invaded by some kind of illness.
I want a blackout.I,really tense and tied up.
But you just don't know.You have no eye dear what I hav been through.
Do feel really down and not up to anything.
But I am getting better.
BTW, really into Ellen Degeneres and Portia De Rossi!!!!!!!!!!
You 2 ROCK!!!!!! |
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